I miss u
when i am bore
I miss u
when i am alone
I miss u
when i am worried
I miss u
when i am happy
I miss u
when i am confused
I miss u
when i am upset
I miss u
when i think about u
I miss u
when i am in tension
I miss u
365 days
I miss u
52 weeks
I miss u
12 mths
I miss u
8760 hrs
I miss u
525600 mins
I miss u
31536000 sec

I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me.

Friendship

You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Darkness

When darkness falls you can not see the light. Your breathe is heavy as sweat drips from your brow and blurriness blinds your sight. You start to have second thoughts, your life replays in your mind. You try to remember much happier times. You hold the trigger so very tight, your body quivers but you start to question yourself if what your doing is right. You grab a knife from the kitchen drawer, you cut yourself slightly and the blood starts to fall. Before going further you rethink what you have done, your hearts beating faster now and instead of finishing you put on a bandage and you start to run... To the highest mountain top you scream out loud, cursing the gods with an angry wolves howl. The tears are now falling down your face as you are now questioning your own given fate. Everything you dream of has yet to come true, you look in the mirror at the person that is you. You take your fist and you smash it upon your head, you take your pain pills and you go to bed......The End

Suicide Poem

I can’t stand to live anymore I just want to die and end it all. The pain of living is just the start, I’m sorry that I’m breaking your heart. It started with hate, but now it’s little too late. My life is a mess and I can only confess, That inside it hurts none the less. I’m sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused, But in the end it’ll be okay because this is the only way. I’m sorry for worrying you, I’m sorry for distressing you. I’m sorry for killing you inside. Mum it saddens me to see you cry You’re the one who helped me get by. You taught me to walk You taught me to talk. Without you I wouldn’t even be here and I will always hold you dear. Dad you’re the greatest guy in the world. I never appreciated the time we had. Inside I was daddy’s girl But I never showed you I cared Without your guidance I wouldn’t be here You told me that I never had to fear. For such a long time I have felt this way and all I have to say is “I love you” but it doesn’t seem like enough. I know what you are about to go though is tough. You are the best parents a girl could ever have. It’s just, all I want to do is die. So this, I guess, is my goodbye.

Fighting Friend

Fighting is part of every real relationship. The key is knowing how to resolve the conflict without breaking up the friendship. Often it is the individual who knows how to communicate by sharing his feelings and not pointing fingers who can diffuse the situation. Since both members of the friendship are feeling defensive, it becomes a risky and sensitive venture. It may talk a couple tries to fully resolve your differences but you may come out with a stronger friendship at the other end.

leave me

The demons glint in your eye is just, Inconceivable. I see you watching me, Like I’m a fish in the sea. I’m not! So stop looking at me! I observe and see all your movements, I see all the sneakiness and all your lies. You’d never believe me, But I don’t care. I have someone who’ll always be there. My special person won’t ever leave me, Or treat me as badly as you did. They love me with their whole heart, Something you never had. I can’t believe what I just did, Good lord it felt good though! You probably hate me, despise me, but guess what? I don’t care! I love myself and I have people who love me for me. How about you? Do you love yourself like you think you do? Do people actually love you or is that just you? I can trust my voice enough to say, I can be great without you! I don’t need you, or your stupid games. I don’t need you to tell me what to do! I don’t need you to be there and pretend, That you like me. I just need you to, Leave!

Leave Me Alone

You must think I’m so blind
You’re twisting my mind
I’m not a toy that you buy
Someday I’ll make you cry
I’m begging you
[Please]
Just get the hell away from me

You’re hiding something
Contradicting yourself
Taking your lies
Out on somebody else
An innocent girl
With a future at stake
Sweet talking her up
But your affection is fake

You must think I’m so blind
You’re twisting my mind
I’m not a toy that you buy
Someday I’ll make you cry
I’m begging you
[Please]
Just get the hell away from me

Don’t send her mixed signals
Just show her what’s real
You just can’t handle
The pain that she feels
Let go of her hand
You’re only dragging her down
Congratulations, thanks to you,
Six feet underground,
She’s finally in peace,
From a truth so profound

You didn’t mean to hurt her?
That’s what they all say
Well face it, you did
You’d better start to pray
Before she gets you back
In the cruelest of ways
Boy, did you hear me?
Yeah, you’d better start to pray

You must think I’m so blind
To still be twisting my mind
I’m not a toy that you buy
Someday I’ll see you cry
I’m not begging you,
I’m telling you
[Please]
Just stay the hell away from me