"They Call Me Mr. Lonely"

Lonely I'm so lonely
I have nobody
To call my own
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody
To call my own
I'm so lonely

Yo this one here goes out to all my players out there
Ya know got to have one good girl whose always been there
Like ya know took all the bullshit
Then one day she can't take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night
And I noticed my girl wasn't by my side
Coulda sworn I was dreamin', for her I was feenin'
So I hadda take a little ride
Back tracking ova these few years
Tryna figure out what I do to make it go bad
Cause ever since my girl left me
My whole left life came crashin'

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Can't believe I had a girl like you
And I just let you walk right out of my life
After all I put you through
You still stuck around and stayed by my side
What really hurt me is I broke your heart
Baby you were a good girl and I had no right
I really want to make things right
Cause without you in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't never met a girl
Hat can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come
Where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you
Cause ain't nowhere in the globe I'd rather be
Ain't no one on the globe I'd rather see
Than the girl of my dreams that made me be so happy
But now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Never thought that I'd be alone
I didn't think you'd be gone this long
I just want you to call my phone
So stop playing girl and come on home (come on home)
Baby girl I didn't mean to shout
I want me and you to work it out
I never wished I'd ever hurt my baby
And it's drivin' me crazy cause

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely)
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

I miss u
when i am bore
I miss u
when i am alone
I miss u
when i am worried
I miss u
when i am happy
I miss u
when i am confused
I miss u
when i am upset
I miss u
when i think about u
I miss u
when i am in tension
I miss u
365 days
I miss u
52 weeks
I miss u
12 mths
I miss u
8760 hrs
I miss u
525600 mins
I miss u
31536000 sec

I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me.

Friendship

You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Darkness

When darkness falls you can not see the light. Your breathe is heavy as sweat drips from your brow and blurriness blinds your sight. You start to have second thoughts, your life replays in your mind. You try to remember much happier times. You hold the trigger so very tight, your body quivers but you start to question yourself if what your doing is right. You grab a knife from the kitchen drawer, you cut yourself slightly and the blood starts to fall. Before going further you rethink what you have done, your hearts beating faster now and instead of finishing you put on a bandage and you start to run... To the highest mountain top you scream out loud, cursing the gods with an angry wolves howl. The tears are now falling down your face as you are now questioning your own given fate. Everything you dream of has yet to come true, you look in the mirror at the person that is you. You take your fist and you smash it upon your head, you take your pain pills and you go to bed......The End

Suicide Poem

I can’t stand to live anymore I just want to die and end it all. The pain of living is just the start, I’m sorry that I’m breaking your heart. It started with hate, but now it’s little too late. My life is a mess and I can only confess, That inside it hurts none the less. I’m sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused, But in the end it’ll be okay because this is the only way. I’m sorry for worrying you, I’m sorry for distressing you. I’m sorry for killing you inside. Mum it saddens me to see you cry You’re the one who helped me get by. You taught me to walk You taught me to talk. Without you I wouldn’t even be here and I will always hold you dear. Dad you’re the greatest guy in the world. I never appreciated the time we had. Inside I was daddy’s girl But I never showed you I cared Without your guidance I wouldn’t be here You told me that I never had to fear. For such a long time I have felt this way and all I have to say is “I love you” but it doesn’t seem like enough. I know what you are about to go though is tough. You are the best parents a girl could ever have. It’s just, all I want to do is die. So this, I guess, is my goodbye.

Fighting Friend

Fighting is part of every real relationship. The key is knowing how to resolve the conflict without breaking up the friendship. Often it is the individual who knows how to communicate by sharing his feelings and not pointing fingers who can diffuse the situation. Since both members of the friendship are feeling defensive, it becomes a risky and sensitive venture. It may talk a couple tries to fully resolve your differences but you may come out with a stronger friendship at the other end.